Unhealthy Sandra

Heathier Sandra Thanks to my wonderful fiance

Before I met my fiance I was extremly depressed, no one really knew it until I drastically started losing weight...I hid behind my smile but as the pounds came off it wasnt easy to hide anymore. On a daily basis I heard people tell me "you look disgusting!", "how much do you weigh, 80 pounds? and youre how tall? 5"6!?" "Do you eat?"...it was embarassing bu****ruly wasnt doing it on purpose. I just didnt have much of an appetite being as down as I was. I was so unhappy inside and after finding out on my last  birthday that my father who raised me isnt my real father and that I infact have two half brothers and a half sister was almost paralyzing to me...it hit me hard...I was lied to my ENTIRE life...I was angry and felt betrayed I felt like my family I'd felt SO close to had been lying to me the whole time. Some people may not think its that traumatic, but as close as I was to my family I feel they should have told me. I found out due to one of my half brothers finding me on the internet! Who knows if my family ever planned on telling me...I was an adult and there I was confused and distraut hearing this news. It was something I felt I couldnt get over...it wasnt easy to forgive my mother and her side of the family for keeping such a dark important secret from me. I was devestated with disappointment. On my first date with my fiance I broke out in tears just talking to him about how betrayed I felt, and let me tell you I felt like an idiot breaking down like that... my first thought was that he would assume I was completely crazy, but he didnt. He saw that I was sad and his first instinct was to make me happy, and thats exactly what he did. He talked to me, comforted me, encouraged me to take better care of my body because it was valuable...a word I had'nt used to describe myself in a long time. He literally nursed me back to health with genuine love, and care and today I am at a healthy weight I am proud of. At one point I was bones, there wasnt much more neglect my body could take. He saved me, and I adore him for it. He's my angel.

- Ive posted a picture of me during my depression and a healthier one of me recently :)

im not sure what i did to our payge....hahaha i tried...now its a disaster...ahhaha o well...fixin my payge is not whats important(i think) as long as you noe the meaning of what im tryin to do rite...ahahaha....ok....plz come and check us out and tell me what you think about us(good or bad)=)...i will respond back...ok "thank you, come again!"..lol

Since this is the first blog on my Mob page...here are 10 things that are currently on my mind::

1. I'm Polish.
2. I snort when I laugh.
3. I LOOOOVEEE the CUBBIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4. Don't like the Sox. However.....the only person I'm in love with and the only one I'll ever be in love with on that team is Crede!
5. Can't wait for football season....it will be interesting to see how the Bears future plays out. No matter what anyone says...I LOVE REX!! It's sad to see that he's not going to be starting anymore. The defense should also be blamed for how poorly they did in the preseason games.
6. I don't start school until Sept. 11....THANK GOODNESS!!!!
7. Love my Dopey Plush Doll that I've had for a while now!
8. Don't like the idea of a speer messing with our already gorgeous skyline.....
9. Need to go to more concerts before my life is over!
10. I LOOOOVVVEEE KILL HANNAH!!!!!!!!!!!

i come on here about once a week, and everytime i see the same posts, something about a tna vs wwe game and someone comparing the old ecw to the new ecw.  i was a huge fan of the original ecw, and not bc of all the violent matches, but bc the fat dude was actually let wrestle or bc the insanely old guy(terry funk) was allowed to wrestle.  for me giving the wrestler a chance to wrestle and not be sold in some stupid angle where he was almost hit by a car.  old ecw is old ecw thats it, it will never return to what it was so let it go. 

with that said i have nothing against the new brand of ecw.  like many have said its a solid hour of wrestling no stupid 20 promos, just wrestling.  to those that hate on the new ecw bc it is nothing like the old ecw you are right its not like the old ecw so stop comparing them.  compare wwe now to the wwf attitude era.  not really the same is it but ya still watch it dont you.  do you complain how its not the same or how it now has a pg rating?  just let it go old ecw was the best indy promotion that ever existed for the fans(ROH a close second), despite its horrible financial problems.  in its hay day most of its top stars went on to be top stars for the big two at the time.  just let the old ecw have its legacy and remember it for what it was.  once you do that you can let the new ecw try to shine.

Single mom, 5 kids homeless after car rams home

Car hits house, leaving family homeless

CHARLOTTE, N.C. -- A single mother and her five kids are homeless after a driver ran off the road and right into their home.

It happened Monday morning on Brooktree Drive.

The Red Cross put the family up for two nights, but as of Wednesday they have nowhere to go.

Ladonna Jones says her five kids are the only reason she got out of bed Tuesday morning.

"I'm trying to hold on for the sake of my kids. That’s the only reason," Jones said.

Because the bed she slept in last night was not her own.

"It’s just an unbelievable loss. I don't understand," she said.

The damage is so bad, it's not safe. The staircase was forced away from the wall and the living room wall is caving in.

Even the youngest, 4-year-old Azariah, gets it.

"They broke my house. They broke it," she told us from the hotel bed.

Her mother says she is nearly broken now. She can't afford another security deposit to rent somewhere else. She had no renters insurance and she recently lost her job. She spends much of her time and money caring for her two special needs kids.

Jones fights back tears saying, "It makes me feel less than a mother to not be able to give them at least the basic needs that they need to go on and function in school, in their life."

Still, she says she is grateful she and the kids weren't hurt when the car came into the house.

"As long as I keep faith and put God first, I figure it'll be OK, it'll be alright," Jones said.

Donations to Jones' family can be made through Bank of America, under the account name LaDonna Michelle Jones. They can also be mailed to Bank of America at 7207 E. Independence Blvd., Charlotte, NC, 28227.

I guess its only normal for teens, but I never thought I'd have to deal with it. But I guess it comes with the territory when you're raising a teenager, or an 18 year old starting his senior year. So I get home today to find out that Jeremiah ditched football practice today. Yes, I know it's not exactly school, but its pretty much the same thing. I was pretty upset when Michael told me, but Michael he was just relaxed. Michael is one of those people who you just can't get angry.  I've tried picking fights with him before, but it never works. Haha. I've tried to mess with him, tried to push some type of button, but no, he's so content and, just perfect.  It's just not in his nature to be any way but that. Ask anyone and they'll tell you the same thing. He looks so tough, like a mean football player, but really he's the most relaxed and understanding person I know

He has this way of making you get over being angry. Honestly I was pissed, I can't believe Jeremiah would do that, when he knows how important it is.  I was ready to lay down the law. Hehe. But Michael, he just has this look, the one parents have. It's the cutest thing. He has this look like, "I'm not angry with you... just disappointed." And I honestly think that hurts more than someone telling you something right?

And it freakin worked too! Jeremiah came apologizing and started cleaning the house. He always cleans up the house when he is either apologizing or wants money to go out with his friends.

Michael is definitely the calmest person I know.

I really feel like I am going to marry the fairytale man. He's simply perfect! Come on, how many guys would be so relaxed all the time, and have the ability to make everything okay, without even raising his voice.

 Haha. This story went from Jeremiah ditching, to Michael being poerfect. hehe. Michael will love this post, it practically revolves around him. haha.

new league season is starting up. Bowling alley's may need new teams so go to a bowling alley and sign up.

So i am IN LOVE with the new song out by various artist's that is playin the radio~! you should go check out the song on youtube.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3flZOtaOtg&NR=1 it's GREAT!! they are doing a special on tv on Sept. 5 and the song goes on sale on itunes i think on the 2nd of Sept. and ALL proceeds go to cancer research~!! it's truly amazing~!

Just Stand Up' to cancer

performers:

Ashanti
Beyoncé
Carrie Underwood
Ciara
Fergie
Keyshia Cole
LeAnn Rimes
Leona Lewis
Mariah Carey
Mary J Blige
Melissa Etheridge
Miley Cyrus
Natasha Bedingfield
Rihanna
Sheryl Crow


LYRICS:

Beyonce: The heart is stronger than you think
It's like it can go through anything
And even when you think it can't it finds a way to still push on, though

Carrie: Sometimes you want to run away
Ain't got the patience for the pain
And if you don't believe it look into
your heart the beat goes on

Rihanna/Miley: I'm tellin' you that
Things get better
Through whatever
If you fall, dust it off, don't let up

Sheryl: Don't you know you can go be your own miracle

Beyonce: You need to know

CHORUS
Sheryl: If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don't give up

Sheryl/Beyonce: Who are we to be
questioning, wondering what is what
Don't give up
THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!

Fergie: It's like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face

Leona: Just because you go through it

Fergie: Don't mean it got to take control, no

Leona: You ain't gotta find no hiding place

Keyshia: Because the heart can beat the hate

Leona: Don't wanna let your mind keep playin' you

Keyshia: And sayin' you can't go on

Rihanna: I'm tellin' you that

Miley: Things get better
Through whatever

Rihanna: If you fall

Miley: Dust if off, don't let up

LeAnn: Don't you know you

Natasha: Can go

LeAnn: Be your own

Natasha: Miracle

Carrie: You need to know

Ensemble: CHORUS

Mary: You don't gotta be a prisoner in your mind

Ciara: If you fall, dust it off

Mary: You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah

Mary: Let your heart be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie: Yeah yeah yeah

Mariah: And you will know that you're good if you trust in the good

Ashanti: Everything will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark, if you follow your heart

Mary: And it will get better

Mariah: Through whatever

CHORUS

Fergie : You got it in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
You got in now, find it within now
You got in you, find it within
Find it within you, find it within
Everyone: THROUGH IT ALL, JUST STAND UP!!

YO! WHAT UP DOG WELCOME TO MY PAGE AS U CAN C IT NEED SOME TINGS (DONT B SHY YOU CAN STILL HELP ME OUT) I AM FROM PLANET ZEPTAR U  NO THE RITE NEXT 2 PLANET FLEXNART. I COME IN PIECES YEAH MY ARM GOT STUCK IN THE POO POO NEW NEW FORCE FIELD THAT IS WAY IM NOT GREEN WELL....... WHEN U THINK ABOUT I USE TO BE PURPLE! CAN U  IMAGE I LOOKED LIKE THROW UP WITH LEGS(3) BUT I CUT IT OFF TO THROW IT AT A DUMB ASS ME LOVE U LONG TIME MY BUTT CRAZY WELL ENOUGH ABOUT ME TELL SOMETHING ABOUT YOU. WELL I DIDNT COME ALONE BUT WHEN ME AND MY FRIEND CAME TO THIS PLANET I THREW MY 3RD LEG AT HIM AND HE DUCKED WHILE HE WAS SCREAMING AT ME HE SWALLOWED A BUG HA SWALLOWED A BUG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA WELL I DONT WANT TO B A BRDEN!

So I get home today to find out that Jeremiah ditched football practice today. I was pretty upset when Michael told me, but Michael he was just relaxed. Michael is one of those people who you just can't get angry.  I've tried picking fights with him before, but it never works. Haha. I've tried to mess with him, tried to push some type of button, but no, he's so content and, just perfect.  It's just not in his nature to be any way but that. Ask anyone and they'll tell you the same thing. He looks so tough, like a mean football player, but really he's the most relaxed and understanding person I know

He has this way of making you get over being angry. Honestly I was pissed, I can't believe Jeremiah would do that, when he knows how important it is.  I was ready to lay down the law. Hehe. But Michael, he just has this look, the one parents have. It's the cutest thing. He has this look like, "I'm not angry with you... just disappointed." And I honestly think that hurts more than someone telling you something right?

And it freakin worked too! Jeremiah came apologizing and started cleaning the house. He always cleans up the house when he is either apologizing or wants money to go out with his friends.

Michael is definitely the calmest person I know.

I really feel like I am going to marry the fairytale man. He's simply perfect! Come on, how many guys would be so relaxed all the time, and have the ability to make everything okay, without even raising his voice.

 Haha. This story went from Jeremiah ditching, to Michael being poerfect. hehe. Michael will love this post, it practically revolves around him. haha.

holitas van holitas vienen!!! qe tal ?yo fatal en este momento se me esta partiendo la vida en dos DIOS se va alejando de mi me tiene un poco olvidada!!!mi maridisimo se va marchando poco a poco de mi vida no se qe le pasa pero algo estoy aprendiendo qe nada es para siempre !!! no veo ni las teclas de mi portatil porqe las lagrimas me rebalan con ganas por las mejillas aunqe el no se las merece mis lagrimas porqe fui y soy una gran luchadora tengo los animos por los suelos y cara de velorio!!!os quiro un monton besos para mi amiga alison ya somos dos qe estamos un poco  mal tqmmm....maria

Where have all the bloggers gone, is it breaktime or have the sleeping pills kicked in?

LIGHTS OUT?

According to this story, San Diego Chargers linebacker, Shawne Merriman has an IQ of 4.  Okay, that may be a slight exaggeration, but I have one face for San Diego's most dangerous steroid user defensive weapon, and it is this face...

Shawne, I know you will never read this, but just in case you do, dude, WHAT THE ****?  You really want to go out and risk your career (not to mention millions upon millions of dollars) for one shot at a Super Bowl? Really? Lights Out, you are one of my favorite steroid users players in the league and my favorite defensive player to use in the Madden game (just blitz 56 every play), so if your career ends because of your stubbornness, my Madden career research on performance enhancement life will be severly altered.

And if this is about proving, you are some type of tough guy, stop. We all know you are a tough guy, Merriman; you can't play linebacker (well) in the NFL without being a tough dude.

So, please, Mr. Merriman, sir, get the surgery, come back next year.  After all, we all need more of this in our lives...

Oh wait... I meant this...

It has been confirmed that Mick Foley has agreed to a contract with TNA and will debut once his WWE contract expires on September 1, 2008. His signing will have him involved with other Spike TV projects.

El 16 de septiembre se festeja la independencia de Mexico,pero pocos saben que los gringos tambien participaron en los eventos belicos en el estado de Texas. un 30 por ciento de gentes anglosajonas  un 40 por ciento de Tejanos Bejarenos y un 20 por ciento de indios cushates, wacoes, coahuiltecos de las misiones de san antonio Texas.

En el South San Community Center ubicado en Soth Cross st. y Quintana rd. explicare como fue esto, el 13 de septiembre a las 10:00 am habra un festejo patrio, exibicion de los retratos de los heroes de que hablo por Jesus Moron el Artista, cantara Ana Critina la voz tequilera de Mexico, el H, Consul mexicano oficiara la ceremonia del grito, ademas estara Dan Arellano Historiador. mas informes  al 210 927 1640 con alicia villanueva.

los invita Parks and Recreation of SA Tex. y Jesus Moron Maestro de ceremonias.